Friday, September 30, 2011

What we are

We can choose to live our lives as human beings only living with a human perspective.. Or we can choose to realize what we are.. Spiritual being living a human experience. We are eternal, immortal and will forever be. Our main goal here on earth is to find our way closer to God and His love.

Story of why i started the blog.

Hi this is something i wrote on the day i started the blog. I intended to just keep it for myself but i decided to share it with you all. It is kind of how i started this. I just want to add something.. i went for my visit because of my recent fear of people and so many other things that my life seemed hopeless at times.. I was not sure what to expect but i knew i should go and thats what i did.

September 29th, 2011

Today I found the strength and bravery to go for my visit to Modern Zen. I met with Rev Reckel.  My first appointment with them was two days ago but I missed it by sleeping in. I was very tired but more than that I was scared. I wasn’t sure what to expect. Of course today I went early to the store. The appointment was at 10 but I left my house so early I should have been there at 9:30. However I had forgotten how to get there by making the mistake of thinking the center was right after the street Davie which instead was right after Griffen road. I had to stop off for a while and look for directions on my phone and I still made it before either of the two people arrived.  I waited and began listening to one of Rev. Reckels recordings and when she arrived I noticed how her eyes were different from most people’s eyes. They had a light in them. She was the one who first called out my name trying to see if it was me. I answered her and recognized her from when I previously met with her and from online.  We went in to the store and talked a little and I helped her take some candles in to the store. While we chatted about school and stuff and I spoke with her about if she sold any sage and she showed me three different sizes and forms that they sold them. I picked out the one which I wanted, which was in a bag, and placed it on the counter to purchase later. She asked me if I meditate regularly and I said not really I don’t know how to exactly. She began to arrange 3 chairs and I chose one to sit in and we started to meditate. She guided me through it and as we were meditating she spoke of in a way that was so kind and nice and eloquent that I must love myself and others. She didn’t outright say this to me but I interpreted it from what she had said. She began to speak of the Archangel Michael, the protector, and Archangel Rafael, the healer, and how they are always there when I need them and how we are never alone. She began to channel Yoganda with whom I recognized in a way. He is me and I am him. He is a teacher of mine who is always there watching out for me and teaching me what I need to learn. I was told that I must research his works as they are my works and what I read will resonate with me and I will know it as truth and will be enlightened by it. I will continue his work and become even greater and do greater than he did because this time I am living in is a time where many people are being awakened and many need direction and I will help these people and lead them on the right path as I was lead on the right path.
                Rev. Reckel is a very nice lady and so is Linda whom came in to the store in the middle of the meditation with her two dogs who were so cute and nice. One was the mother and the other was the son. Linda told me of how she was raised catholic and about her first experience with rev Reckel and how she won a free reading and that’s how it all began. She told me how frightened she was the first time. Lol. She was joking so much about how she was hearing a man’s voice and then another one and how she was by the door and like if she was ready to run out of it. Lol. She is really funny. I am very glad I had the strength to meet with them today.

Karma

Do you believe in karma? This is a real force of what goes around comes around. What you do unto others is what is done unto you.When you understand this, then you know no act of kindness is too small to do. Do kindness to others and you will recive it back in direct proportion in which you gave. However some things seem to elude me. For example, lets say i had a friend who betrayed and took advantage of me. In a way i should be hurt by them and by the law of karma then they will recive that pain back when the time come. However what if they did those terrible things to me and yet i chose not to be hurt out of love of never wanting them to go through that pain. Will they still recieve those bad things that they did to me despite my being selfless and thinking about their future and not wanting them to endure that pain? I honestly like to think not because love is stronger than the pain. What if they still recive the negativity, out of love, for them to learn a lesson so they may progress sprititually? Karma is a way of teaching. You learn how to treat others by how you are treated and you are treated how you treat others. These are just things to think about. If anyone ever wants to comment or message me please feel free to do so. I would love to hear from you.

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Hi first day.

Hi. My name is Jeremy. I am a simple human being who seeks truth and i made this blog to share my journey with you and to teach. At the time i am 20 years old and have only just begun to learn of the world. I will write about ideas and concepts.  I will write about thoughts, feelings, and experiences. I may even decide to write about random things some times. For the most part i will be writing about spiritual things. I will try my best to teach you all so that you may know for yourselves and become better for it. First and foremost do not believe anything you have ever read or been told simply because someone said it. You must use your own reasoning and feel it in your being that it is true or not. A very wise man once said something similar to this. Sometimes it may be easy to accept new ideas and discard old ones but much of the time you may have to look deep within yourself and let go of the ways in which you were taught. Believing something simply because someone told it to you does not make it true. Also you must learn to love yourself for who you are and who you are becoming. Be comfortable and know that you can create yourself however you wish. No matter what you have done or what you have been through.. Those things are not you but simply things you've experienced. You create you own happiness. You deserve forgiveness, joy, and happiness and are worthy of it. I believe the Truth is all around us.. everyday.. in plain sight.. My goal here is to give you the eyes in which you can see it and all its beauty.